I have been through a lot in my almost 50 years and I think this old gal is holding up pretty well! :) I have conquered mountains, now it is time to do what I love Modeling...I would love to learn how to Model THE RIGHT WAY LOL im a green horn or ham which ever you prefer. I have been posing for pictures as long as I can remember, I just never had the courage to do so IN PUBLIC UNTIL NOW :)

It is hard to put yourself out there when you are insecure, but something tells you it is time to stop hiding. I have battled with fear all my life it is a bully in it's own right. I overcome every day battles, demons that love to hold you back.

What IF YOU WHERE CHOSEN? WHAT IF YOU WHERE ACCEPTED? You see the what if's? They are stronger at my age :). I have fears of rejection but I think that could be true of anyone. I have got to admit that I am plus size due to the fact I was in bed for almost a year with pain from osteoarthritis, RA, not wanting people to see how my body had changed. I used food for comfort, I could not go out come on in "Food" I was also born without Part of my left arm. I was ridiculed but I got up, I was homeless once, but I got back up, I was abused but I got back up. I gained as my friends anxiety, depression, pain, but I got back up!

I say friends because each step has brought me to where I am today still frightened but I won't give up on my dreams. I hope to inspire Women no matter what they go through "WE ARE BEAUTIFUL", "strong", "resilant", full of Fire like a Diamond.

Makeup has been my canvas to hide my scars...now I want to learn to use it to uncover them.

I feel like I have nothing to loose and everything to gain. I love Poetry my favorite poem " The Road Not Taken" my favorite verse....

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost

Looking forward to meeting you World, I hope you will feel the same!!

Bless all of us,

ROBIN J JACKSON